| through fake eyelashes and too much make up. hairspray and a fancy dress, nothing made me feel more beautiful than you. you have no idea how good it feels just to be in your arms and to be close to you. the hugs are one thing but a song three minutes long arm in arm..amazing. when i looked into your eyes. the way i looked at you everything about you is lovely. just wonderful. i loved spending time with you, i love being in love with you. i love everything about you. your opinions your actions. your dance moves your words your fingers your hands your lips your EYES. your everything and more. your smile your laugh. you. i felt something last night and it was perfect i would have paid out 15 dollars again just to feel like thatone more time. you made me feel like that. no one else can ever do that for me. no one makes me smile without a thought running through my head, and no one makes me dream while im dancing like you did.. no one. you made everything amazing. i felt weightless. you made me feel amazing. my heart felt amazing. you're magic. i love you for that feeeling and i will forever. you know what i did last night? i dreamt. about you me us everything anything moments we shared moments we can share, and i ask.. what i can do to get you in my arms. because as strong as this feels it cant be one sided.. it just cant. now after a wonderful night and beautiful dreams. here is the down down side that hruts... monday. its gone. monday erased.. i would kill to hold onto that night and the way i felt the way you made me feel.. but there's no holding on because out on the dance floor your palms get sweaty and you begin to slip. there's no more slow dances for me to get out of step and smile at you. no more hand in hand feeling at home. we're just people. i say hi in the hall and we are different.. different is an ironic word because i knew that if only you knew how much i loved you things would be different. if you knew how IN LOVE i was with you things would be different. i've tried these other relationships.. i can't see myself with anyone but you, i want the feelings you give me everyday. i want you everyday.. if only you knew... if only you took my hand and instead of saying goodbye said hello. hello to us and a new dream. hello to a smile and something sweet and pure.. something called true love. something without rules and without responsibility but with stableness and smiles. something where your hand slips into mine after school and i get on my tip toes to kiss your cheek. something i dream of.. |
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